I don't know what kind of mood I'm in. I'm full of spite and envy. but I'm still smiling.
every minute I waste right now is totally fucking me over. I have to create a presentation on a powerpoint or something for english class tomorrow. I'm doing my project on how marijuana affects the brain and I was stoked on it, and I wrote a really good essay, and now it's time for the presentation and procrastination took over the past few weeks. now it's the night before my scheduled presentation, and I dunno what to do. before spring break, my teacher told us he'd go easy on the few that signed up for the first few days, and I wrote my name for 4/20 (for obvious reasons) and I wasn't thinking about how I wouldn't have shit done by then. and I don't, of course. probably will be up all night. great, fucking great. maaaan.
at least all my grades are alright. I can't wait to get out of high school. I don't even feel like I'm in high school anymore. I stay from 8am 'til 12, that's nothing really. I just want out.
nick asked me to prom. he still has yet to ask me in a cute way, but everyone basically spoiled it for me that he was asking me. so he just told me, ha. we're gonna be so adorable at prom. I couldn't imagine going with anyone else, he's the perfect friend to go with.
I turned eighteen last wednesday. it didn't really hit me, still hasn't I guess. I guess I can buy porn now, buy cigarettes (yuck), go to strip clubs, other clubs, become a stripper, hookah bars, stay out past 'curfew', vote, etc etc. ha, how exciting.
Cassie and I went out to huntington beach on my birthday and ate at Ruby's on the pier. then we went to a hookah bar close to home with ramsey and matt. 'twas fun. the wii was the gift from my mom, and my aunt gave me forty bucks, and my mom's best friend gave me fifty bucks and the book Selected Poems of Robert Frost. that was my favorite gift. I saw that she had it in her bookshelf and I had made a comment about it a long time ago, and she sent it to me. love it.
I went shopping with nick today at the lab. bought a few things, then we ate at tk burger. I had never been there, and it was pretty good. yummy fries.
bryant got a 24 hour fitness pass, so now I have someone to go with. yayayay, I really need to start going.
and cassie left back to idaho. I'm bummed, four more months without her. the time goes by pretty quick, and before we know it, I'll be out of high school and she'll be home. counting the days, I miss her already.
I'm just stalling now, I should be working on my presentation. fuck. I don't want to, ugh. I feel like a child, kicking my feet and pouting. I wish I wasn't so lazy sometimes.
this weekend was just boring. I was supposed to go to coachella, but there were too many issues, so I ended up not going. so bummed. I'll go next year, whatever. the lineup wasn't all that great anyway. I would've rather gone last year.
seeing murder city devils with josh next weekend, I think. that shall be fun. and I'm also seeing the growlers with sheilahn next wednesday. score.
oh yeah. I got in a hit and run last tuesday, and got caught. that was a bummer. cops came to my house and yeah, I was scared shitless. I only scraped the car, and it had left the paint on it. the owners were really nice and aren't filing a report, thank god. just paying $725 in damages. fuck my life, I guess.
just in a lame mood. I wanna wake up and have it be saturday morning.
another thing...you forgot my birthday. I wished you a happy birthday on yours, and actually gave a shit. you didn't contact me or anything. so much for wishful thinking.
alright, time to get down to business.
....it's business time.
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