makeshift militia

I'm dropping a class. Algebra. In order to pass it, I have to get a certain amount of points...and there is no way I can. I need to bone out now before Sunday, it's the last day to drop. Gonna take it over next semester, with a different teacher I hope. I know I can't blame anyone but myself for failing, but I will blame the teacher for a few things (yes, it's childish to do, but whatever. She was pregnant and a little too moody for me) ... also, I hated the font she used on the tests. Completely threw me off. Yes, all legitimate excuses to me... Other than failing one class, I have an A and two B's. I'm pleased with myself...that's all that matters, right?

Man. I'm tired of arguing, and it feels like I've been arguing a lot lately. With quite a few people. Parents especially. We argue about the dumbest things sometimes...

Biting my lip from now on. Nodding my head and playing along. Blah blah blah.

Don't get me wrong, I love arguing. I thoroughly enjoy it. But as of this moment I'm sooooo over it. I'm tired of picking and choosing my words, walking on eggshells, etc... I get massive headaches. Yay weed!!!

I'm not being very rational lately. It's hurting my head.

Things seem to be looking up, but then I don't know. The House of Blues is going to hire me, but it's taking so long. I just need the job already, I need the money. And I want a Disneyland pass already!

Tomorrow night I'm working the midnight showing for Fast Five. Barf. Good thing I'm box office, I'll only be there for like three hours. Then I close Friday, Saturday and Sunday night. Woe is me.

Wooooooeeeee.

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heavy chest

Up and down lately. I'm pretty much failing my algebra class. I need to do really well on the next two exams. I'm not in a good mood about it.

Very annoyed. Very discouraged.

My birthday's coming up, too bad it's on a Thursday. That Friday Cassie and Ashley are gonna plan something with me, I'm just happy we're all gonna hang out. Jerrod said he got me a really cool gift so I'm excited to see it. What a sweetheart.

Next Monday my friend Bryant is shooting me in some band t-shirts for some company. He asked if I'd be down...duh. I'm just happy he's shooting me, he rules.

I've got work at 6 tonight, I'm off a little before 11. Thank god I'm in box office all the time now. Hopefully hanging with Jerrod after I get off.

I just want spring break to be here already, I want a week off of school. That sounds so pleasant.

---Nothing.

Realizing lately it's always better when you don't say anything at all. Ignorance IS bliss indeed.

Bite your lip! Hold your tongue! Just shut up. Wait.